Let Me Fall

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived...

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone

And nothing's changed at all

Loneliness...

Sometimes you wake up in that weird mood with the darkest thoughts. You don't have to have any reason, just the look from the window, playlist in your iPod, everything seems to be tragedy.. But sometimes you need these dark days to realise how much do you wanna be a great person and what it means for you. Say whatever.. but truth is that everyone from you think that he's the good person or he's still trying to be. Sometimes you cannot handle it anymore, cannot be nice. In that time you feel so LONELY.. As I'm right now. You can have so many friends around, you can even be with them right now but still feeling the loneliness.. There are two solvings. Even you can hide this feelings and try to persuade yourself about goodness which is in your heart or ... you can just enjoy it, cry alone coz you're so lonely. But you should know, there's still tomorrow with new morning and hopes..

Sorry for my bad mood today but I need these lonely days to be stronger for future coz it's gonna be full of loneliness..

10 days..

Only ten days and my trip is over.. Sooooo sad..
Sedim, smutnim, nevim co delat driv.. Jeste je tady tolik co k videni, tak si musim udelat cultural week. Nastesti nema byt moc hezke pocasi, tak si aspon odpocinu od slunicka a od ctvrtka zase hezky na plazisko, protoze je hrich nebyt u more, kdyz prazi Slunce Zblunce. Jinak jsem prave docetla prvni dil Harryho Pottera v anglictine a ctu druhy chaaa:) uz chci cist jenom v anglictineee:) Nevim ani co psat, protoze je mi smutno z toho, ze zase musim pryc, jen co jsem sem prijela. A doma zase jenom deset dni a Praha, to me trosku desi. Dominikeee, kdypak pojedes prvne do pani P?? :) Nepojedeme spolem?? Ja se chystam 15. zari:) Slo byy??
Jinak bych vam vsem rada neco dovezla, ale vazne nevim co:D Chodim od obchodu k obchodu a hledam neco pro svou rodinku a uz jsem z toho uplne blba a stale pro ne nic nemam:D Tak kdyztak pohodte nejakou radu (a ne ze mam koupit to co mi cvrkne do nosu:D)
Megginka

Windsurfing.
The best week here.
I wanna go there again.

Tak tady je to slavne aquarium:)
Asi jedina pozice, v ktere se dali delfini vyfotit.
Nejvic rychle zviratka.. Chci s nima plavat.

Udelala jsem si prochazku kolem Stanley Parku.
Asi nejdelsi prochazka v mojem zivote a odnesly to moje feet s puchyrema.
Nicmene aspon fotka Downtownu:)

North Shore.. Tak tady bydlim:) Nekde.. :)

What is love??

Kdyz jsem byla mala, tak jsem nechapala, jak se dva lidi muzou dat dohromady. Je prece takova spousta lidi na svete, jak je mozne, ze zrovna dva spadnou do lasky navzajem?? Postupem casu jsem pochopila, ze to neni nemozne. Ted se ovsem zase citim jak mala holcicka a premyslim, jestli je vubec mozne najit nekoho, kdo hleda vas??
I cannot understand you.. I dnt know what you're thinkin about.. I wanna be in your brain for few minutes to get know some information.. I wanna know what your look means.. I wanna read in your eyes.. I wanna be with you........................................

Aquarium.. Dance class..

If u wanna enjoy your day, get up early and plan every minute of your perfect day.. I love see world.. I love dolphins when they jump above my head.. I love sky train, which is similar as a roller coaster.. I love walkin along the Pacific ocean.. I love takin photos of stupid stuff.. I love searchin of kinda strange places.. I love summer weather, when your sweat floats all over your body.. I love being confused about amarican accent.. I love Starbuck's coffee.. I love hamburgers.. I love Canadian people, coz they're so cute and nice.. I love shop assistants smilin at you all the time.. I love my new shoes.. I love my new pink pile carpet.. I love takin classes and dnt understand any jokes.. I love dancin all day long.. I love my cell phone full of amazin music.. I love being confused about one guy who is kiddin me all the time.. I love being in love..

I LOVE VANCOUVER

Only 22 days

Just chillin on the beeeach:) I like hot days here..

Vancouver city.. I dnt have words.. Loooooove it!!!!

Ok, dneska byl prvni den, kdy jsem chtela vazne domy. Zabalit kufr, sednout na letadlo a jet primou trasou az do vysneneho Roznova!!! Je strasne divne se ptat jestli muzu jit ven a s kym muzu jit ven. Jeste horsi je, kdyz nedostanete svoleni. Nikdy jsem nezazila pocit, kdy vam nekdo urcuje s kym mate kamaradit. (Natoz v 19 letech) Ale dnesni den je konecne za mnou a ukazalo se, ze neni tak zle a ze se da pro vsechno najit rozumne reseni. Doufam tedy, ze kterykoli dalsi den, ktery stravim v pritomnosti ..... , probehne bez potizi. Takze ted.. Jsem zase stastna, uzivam si krasneho horkeho pocasi a pocitu, ze jdu zitra na svuj prvni workshop!!! Strasne jsem se tesila do aquaria (vite jak o nem pan Decko basnil), do ktereho jdu mimochodem taky zitra. Nicmene se zitra stane tolik veci, ze mnohem vic nez na aqarijni rybky a delfiny myslim na tancovani a na .....
Anyway (nejpouzivanejsi slovo) mi tady chybi moji spoluzaci, ale dalsi stesti prislo se zjistenim, ze jde se mnou Dominikeee do Prahy!!! Takze dekuju za prozareni mojeho dne touto novinou a tesim se moooc:)
No dalsi zpravy poslu posleze. Jinaaak koupila jsem si dvoje nove botyyyy, Nike a Converse:)
Pusinkyyyyy